Where am I? I ask as
I wake up and I have a big ass beer in my hand and we’re watching
the Leafs and he’s there too. Smiling at me and waving. What has
happened? I walk over and he turns around and asks me if I am feeling
better and I say sure and he smiles again. He clinks my drink and I
look down and see both his knees intact and comfortable and strong in
a pair of shorts. No scars, no damage, no nothing. F*k all. The
waitress comes by and places about 5 lbs of wings on the table. No
napkins or wet naps though. Little condoms of wet naps. 7 different
flavours of wings. Nothing to brush my teeth with or comb my hair.
Just food. Yum. I look at my belly and it aches and growls for the
taste of BBQ sauce, and even mild. We dig in, there are three of us
and we start talking about the game. Our shinny. Our release as we
watch the professionals and stuff ourselves fat of grease and bone
and oil and grease. What is going on? What just happened? And he
looks at me and smiles and hands me the controller and the Leaf game
is paused and I pressed start and we’re playing. Avatars of each
other, and I see them on the ice and I eat another wing. And I body
check him and he goes down and we cheers and we play again. We finish
the wings and play again. We drink our beers, then we play again and
it gets late and he says he has to tuck his wife into bed and I
remember that I have children and the other two mumble and groan,
single and unwanted, smelly and toothless. And I shake everyone’s
hand, full of grease and touch my face and nose and eyebrows. And we
smile. And we play the game again. We walk to the car and smile and
hug and then he gets in the drivers spot and I get in the backseat
and we’re off. Looking for new avatars to play, to enhance the
game, to promote the real life of our beings. And we say good night
and I walk home and I lay down on the couch and she’s there and she
asks me where I was, and I tell her surgery went a bit off course
today but I’m okay. She kisses me hard and tough and mutters good
night. And my mind is still on the game and his knee, as I fall
asleep again into darkness, concussed, unconscious. Good night.
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