Saturday, 30 April 2016

Inverted image

Oh my fellow wannabes as we stroll down James. The angry man, too mad to believe in his own game. Rise up! He tells his ass boiled, blue book loving best friend. If you just study different enhancements but push away das you will never get enough writing done
 For shame! A talent only on one volume but I will help you make the rest. The money doesn't matter because the world changes on the dime. I watch the workers, hand in turn, I watch you. The red book we write, now everyone can see and end the reign and let the serfs flourish.

Who am I?

Friday, 29 April 2016

Canada

We are Canada
The consistent healthcare
Employment opportunities
Beautiful scenery
Flowing waterfalls
From the depths in the rockies
From the fields of the prairies
We say o Canada
And bienvenue!

Free?

Frantically written.
More prose than Eros
Lazy I guess, when I make it a read
Click click click goes my YouTube geyser

Spreading all the love
Like magic in the jungle
Finding lost souls
But it's only a mirror

A mirror to a madness
The bard suffers til dawn
Eating only a loaf of bread to feed his family
No butter no salt like the bourgeois have
We wear the same clothes because that's all we have

A knock at the door, the capitalists waltzed in
Taking half the bread, leaving crumbs for the family
A belly full the man takes the tea.
He splits it in three
Two for him and one for you

But he has more tears on his hill, he just collects the tea, from the man who grows the corn in what is now megalomarts field.

He makes you pay him, so you work for a meal. No sleep anymore and the kids have gout.
The capitalists man comes back with machinery, to do the families work, and the capitalists nods and the family can't strike with only three, so October approaches, men throw up their hats.

You can be, without the pressure of not being free.

Lather synopsis

Lather

A multi-million dollar company goes bankrupt from illegally purchasing tariffs. A writer needs a job and has an option to work with a brilliant company LabTech. All he has to write is a case study of an electronic AI soap. Sounds easy but the lab is overrun by madmen scientists and a board of directors that will do anything to profit from the bankruptcy.

The testing of the soap seems to be on track, until weeks after use, the skin tissues of the test subjects begjn sliding off there bodies (cronenbrrg body horroresque) and turn them inside out.

The writer needs to address the situation, but if he writes the truth, he and his family would be put at risk. Until he finds a source within LabTech to leak the information.

Both men are at risk of losing their families if the defect (which was sold before proper guidelines) would be free to the public before the soap sickness overcoats the overwhelming marketplace.

Should they become vigilantes or go to the court? Either way, the risk is involved and the men must become an entity in the corporation to conceal the information to and from valuable media sources.

The real question is, is money worth dying for and the truth must be released, no matter what the costs.

G.W. Kovacs

Tuesday, 24 March 2015

Freedom

 His name was Freedom and he began to walk out of the building, a wooden man now alive and full of energy and thought and the occasional compliment. His steps were lanky and rough but after about 2 minutes they were determined and loosened and creative yet inept. “I must get back home,” he thought, and he was ready for the walk to the land of his people, the land where he was chief and loved. His face was still wooden however and it had a deadpan expression, an expression of journey and of soul and of forgiveness and a face of the land which created him. He has to warn his people of the disaster that the Europeans’ bring in the form of blankets which contain smallpox and virus and disease. Freedom had a long way to go before reaching his tribe. He remembers his days as a trader, trading tobacco and sage and eating peyote for the spiritual rites of his religion. He would hand younger tribes folk mushrooms and what we know as “mescaline” and they would journey in the forest and envision a land where everything was equal. Shaman. The fish in the stream, holy, the dirt on the ground and the flowers on the trees, sacred, and looking up in the sky, which was created in the beginning of time, as their evolution began and they would look up and think how their ancestors looked up right into this sky and prayed and it was the same sky and stars and peacefulness that they looked at centuries ago. Keep the faith alive through drumming and chants and ensuring the women of the land were safe, even after their husbands may perish in war and disease, they would still be taken care of and treated with fertile respect and love. Family. Freedom was the creator and he allowed his people to enjoy themselves in dance and ritual to acknowledge the past and fallen and be appreciative of the land which gave birth to them. The tribe does not care about the woes of today, they care about the ritual which has been passed down from generation to generation and conceived by their people ever so long ago. Freedom progresses freedom and belief and values for a younger generation to be instilled upon and remember and finally, to speak like a story when they are older and they have little tribesmen of their own to keep the heritage alive and speak kindly of birth and land and the spiritual journey in which began life. Freedom knew about quests, he was finally free from the restrictions of wood and people glancing at him every day in thought and in laughter. Look at the big Indian, splattered high school children as they walked by. Freedom stood his ground. He set up camp somewhere in a marshland and did not have a compass, nor food, no real direction, only the spirits guiding him through the forests, back to his land. He slept for about two hours and it was still dark so he woke up and continued forward. He eyes were beginning to crack open yet he could see as clear as the day in the nighttime fog and he heard bears running up mountaintops away from hunters and friends of hunters hunting for blood just to say that they hunted. A bear shot down and Freedom had tears in his eyes. Smiles on the hunter’s faces as they checked the teeth and paws and claws and, with a rifle under their arm, went back to hunt some more. They left the bear behind as well as a hunting knife so Freedom saw this as opportunity. He skinned the bear and wore the skin as a headdress and started a fire and ate the flesh and thought about the hunter’s laughter. He didn’t eat the flesh, but rather danced over it so it could maintain eternal life. The bear perished into the soil the next day and Freedom was warm from the pelt he dissected. Now remember, this is a time before Wayne Newton and Tori Amos, where Freedom walked and spoke to the spirits in his journey. The sun was shaded by the treetops and Freedom was worn out and warm and anything was possible. He positioned himself on a path that was made by his ancestors and he followed it along the trail where he would pick nuts and berries and eat them and he sometimes ate bark to freshen up. Freedom found a little creek, Peace Frog Creek, he named it and he bathed and drank the fresh water and looked at the fish swimming between his ankles and calves and pelt. This all happened before the Indian Act. Before the dependence on the Ministry of Indian Affairs. Before an apartheid. Simplicity is life and all that happens is the result in the belief of the spirits. Freedom struggled up the path and knelt to the ground and bent over and kissed the leaves and grass and fallen trees in the forest. He saw a vision of his children and his tribe and they were in trouble and had no more food to eat and he stood up and began to run. He ran every which way and stopped and spun around and ran some more. Freedom is fast. Freedom runs in our veins and in our mindset, in our dreams and in our homes, in our ditches and in our books of legends and heroes and myths. Freedom lives and he is coming home. The sun was at it's peak in the middle of the sky and Freedom continued running until the sun went down. He lay in a farmer’s field beside the forest and looked at the stars again and thought to himself, I am almost home, I will make it; I will honour my land with its chief of the land. He slept but was awoken in a flash of energy, and kept running. Freedom was hungry but soon he would be fed by his family and his tribe. Freedom stepped on his land and looked around and a bit of vomit curled up in his throat and he swallowed it back down and then a gush of vomit poured out his mouth and through his nose and on his feet and calves and chest. Freedom looked at his land and all he saw was high rises and dwellings and bars and churches and a veterinary and a legion and all this new, civilized, nature destroying construction. Freedom was trapped in the wood for decades and at this point of our calendar, Freedom’s land was swallowed by development and money and business and greed. They destroyed his land and pushed his family onto cheap, worthless reserves to symbolize property and nature that was literally worth nothing in the bank’s eyes. But they were paid for their land, so the casinos could take your money. So the journey meant nothing, Freedom was reborn and then cut down ever so quickly. So he turned around and took out his hunting knife that was left for him and he cut his throat and the blood spilled onto the moss and caterpillars and dirt and rust and stems and leaves and even, the ants which wished him good luck. He knelt down with life still in his head and he kissed the ground and he was gone. Freedom was gone, he got sucked up into the ground and Freedom was never seen again. His body was back as one within the Earth and as a grave marker there was a wooden sign, a seven foot native Indian and it exploded and pieces of wood went all over the place and got sucked into the earth. Years later, Freedom’s resting place was turned into condominiums for the rich and wealthy and they smoked cigars and read magazines and laughed at the wooden native Indian in their store and now, only in our memories, Freedom lives.  

Saturday, 21 March 2015

KNEE part 2

Where am I? I ask as I wake up and I have a big ass beer in my hand and we’re watching the Leafs and he’s there too. Smiling at me and waving. What has happened? I walk over and he turns around and asks me if I am feeling better and I say sure and he smiles again. He clinks my drink and I look down and see both his knees intact and comfortable and strong in a pair of shorts. No scars, no damage, no nothing. F*k all. The waitress comes by and places about 5 lbs of wings on the table. No napkins or wet naps though. Little condoms of wet naps. 7 different flavours of wings. Nothing to brush my teeth with or comb my hair. Just food. Yum. I look at my belly and it aches and growls for the taste of BBQ sauce, and even mild. We dig in, there are three of us and we start talking about the game. Our shinny. Our release as we watch the professionals and stuff ourselves fat of grease and bone and oil and grease. What is going on? What just happened? And he looks at me and smiles and hands me the controller and the Leaf game is paused and I pressed start and we’re playing. Avatars of each other, and I see them on the ice and I eat another wing. And I body check him and he goes down and we cheers and we play again. We finish the wings and play again. We drink our beers, then we play again and it gets late and he says he has to tuck his wife into bed and I remember that I have children and the other two mumble and groan, single and unwanted, smelly and toothless. And I shake everyone’s hand, full of grease and touch my face and nose and eyebrows. And we smile. And we play the game again. We walk to the car and smile and hug and then he gets in the drivers spot and I get in the backseat and we’re off. Looking for new avatars to play, to enhance the game, to promote the real life of our beings. And we say good night and I walk home and I lay down on the couch and she’s there and she asks me where I was, and I tell her surgery went a bit off course today but I’m okay. She kisses me hard and tough and mutters good night. And my mind is still on the game and his knee, as I fall asleep again into darkness, concussed, unconscious. Good night.

part one of two KNEE

Knee
I know the f**ker has a bad knee, a pus**y knee and a goddamn nervous twitch in his ankle that I could f**k him up real good with. Skate into him hard and just cut through his knee, end his f**king career. He already tried to end mine last season in practice, f**king practice. Going at my groin with the stick. Piece of shit. He knew I was aching and now I know his weakness. His Achilles heel and then he will never play this great game ever again. I spit on his pictures in the newspaper, which should be me. I assisted almost 4 goals last year and scored 3 and he scored 7 and 12 assists. Big deal. He can’t do shit with a busted knee and ill make that happen. Make him cry and ruin him forever. Sobbing. Like a little bitch. A little bald, stubborn, bitch and we used to be friends for god sakes. Playing on the same team. Side by side. On the same line. And we used to be friends but now I cannot stand the a**hole. I’m jealous and I know that but that should be me in the pedestal, happy joyful peaceful. A real player, a grown up hockey player who can hit hard and score goals and not some silly shot taking bastard who signs contracts with Nike and Adidas and forgets about me, his old friend, his brother, his teammate. But no, he just signs and signs and signs and I want my picture taken too.


Season opener. I’m fit enough to skate and so is he. He has “healed”, his knee is not just stringing off his leg anymore but tucked up in a nice little package underneath his knee pad. His Armour. I can slash him, body check him and trip him too, what shall I do? I insist that I am on the same line as him. This is my moment to shine. I see him smile through his visor at me. What a nice smile. I’m gonna f**k him up motherf**king good, the a**hole. As soon as his stick touches the puck he’s mine. I’m not going to describe every skate pattern and time on the clock and all that silly junk. I’m focused on him and the puck and his stick and his skate and his knee. I want his knee. I want it gone. Obliterated. Destroyed. Then I will laugh, laugh til I cry and wet myself. And here’s my moment to shine. He’s in the middle of the rink and my adrenaline is pumping. My heartbeat increases and I’m gliding slow and soft. Hunting. Waiting, It feels as if I am having a a heart attack through my jersey. Pulsating. Now I’m in the moment and my brain stops and he has the puck and I'm looking at him in the eye. He knows I know. I produce a hearty momentum and then I'm off. Full speed. Direct flight to his right knee and I slide and hit him, hard, and it breaks his knee but I hit my head and all I see is darkness, concussed, unconscious.